FEMM Fatales

Saturday, 21 February 2009

I had a bad day~ =( everything just went SUPER wrong.... I needed air to breath. I was suffocating. It suddenly happened after I came bck from SJMC..... I felt pressured. Im not sure why. This is my first emo post. I shall not repeat this ever again. It'll b da first and da last. I just felt like typing everything out. =( Everything in me was aching. Every part of me, internal and external...... I felt so .....dead~ I went crazy. I think im still crazy... =( Sumthins wrong with me. I cnt stand it anymore~ This depression is killing me. Tried asking friends to go out with me, but failed. Not because they reject, but because I didnt want my emo-ness to spread.. So I guess ill just lock myself up. I never tell my feelings to dad/mum.... It somehow felt wierd. Ive been acting too strong around them... Yea~ SO locking myself up is the best choice. Lock myself and watch dramas~ Korean dramas might help.... I shall cry everything out...=( *sighs~~~ Owhyea~ =) May gave me a random sms asking me whether i was at home. Guess why??

Yea~ It was my LATE x-mas present.....HAHAHA!! Its kinda our tradition... somehow we always give each other LATE x-mas presents...xP Thx may~ U didnt knoe what u hav done to me.....It seriously cheered my day. Ur like an angel given to me by GOD~ sumthin to ease my pain~ =3

This was what it was~ x3 A handphone holder and a Pizza pen~ HAHAHA cute la u may~

This is da handphone holder~~ xD a CUTE greeeen pau~ haha

Its da pizza pen~ x3 sooo adorable~

When it opens~~ =3

Owh may~~ =( Im soo freaggin sorry i didnt get u da sketchbook set~ =( Im sorry~~ I had a hard time finding it....No where seems to hav it~ =( I practically went to every bookshop in all 5 shopping complexes~~ =( but i cnt find...im SOOOO sorry for promising u nthn~ =(

Hahaha! Yea~ I LOVE this pen~ xoxo..... xD It cnt write properly on my skin but it write perfectly on a piece of paper~~ xD Im not gonna use it though~ Im gonna place it in my display cupboard!

Bck to emo-ing~ =( I hope this crappy attitude of my ends by 2morrow~ *sighs..... It annoys me being like this.... SO unlike me man~ My head hurts now~ =( Brain cramps.... I cnt stand it anymore~ i hav to watch korean dramas now~ =(

love,

WeiMund(Lesley)

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