FEMM Fatales

Tuesday, 10 February 2009

hey guys~

I just came bck from my chess competition. =( howww disappointing~ There were three games today. It was supposed to be four games per day. (competition is held two days only)

*sighs...... I lost one out of three. T__T

It was the third game that killed my standard~ Ive met with my old opponent. She trashed me last year n got into MSSD....=__= n i had to fight her in my third game~ WHAT a perfect day to end.... well, i actually improved. Last year when i was playing with her, I got TRASHED badly.... but just now when i played with her, =3 I got to lag to game till she has 3 ponds, 2 bishop, 1 rook and a king. Wherelse, i got 4 ponds, 1 knight, one bishop and a king... lolz~ sad huh? but at least I got to play till the end. I knew I was on the losing side, I tried aming for a draw but failed. =(

I found my primary friends~ =3 Well, practically every year since form 2 we hav seen each other....LOL~

from left: Andrian, me and Esther.

This is how the place looked like. This school is SMKSSAAS (i think la~) Its in Shah Alam... SAD-ness dat I cant visit u elaura~~ ='(

also, i had a very bad news bout a friend. Not just a friend but a VERY very very nice friend aka brother~ =) No wonder I was sicker today n lost the third game. It was a bad omen. I should hav called him and warn him earlier~~ T__T sry ~ His house was robbed.... I was seriously shocked . I dont knoe what to say to him except "im sorry, dont worry" 0__0 I suddenly felt sooo useless when it comes to this situation. Sorry brother~ May God bless u. I'll pray hard for u brother~ dont worry, everything will b alright~ (im sry because thats all i can do and say) =(

also, one of my close friend got into a fight with another friend~ *sighs.... It happened in school summore... the police was involved because my friend's dad wanted to chase my close friend away.....Luckily the police was useless..... Misunderstandings and problems between the two of them. =___= What a day man~ *deep sighs~

and all that situations lead me into great depression.... I was moody in the bus. Practically blasting emo music through my ear. I was ashamed of my lack of self motivation in chess and uselessness when a friend needed help. =__=

Weimund's monolog bout self motivation.

I WILL win tomorrow!!
I WILL win all five of the matches tomorrow!!
I WILL continue to fight eventhough im weak!!
I WILL not loose focus!!!
I WILL beat the stupid chess Kasparov game in my hp!!!!!
I WILL make the school and myself proud!!!
I WILL!!
I WILL!!!!!!!!

Oh yeah!! and I met Y from DACKY boys!!! Nice to see u!! =) wierd introduction btw. . . HAHAhahhaa!!! Lets take a pic tomorrow, okay??!! =D

love,

-Weimund-

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